When you pray to always do the right thing...God delivers...in the strangest ways, sometimes.
I was just in a parking lot about 15 minutes ago...and I looked at the car next to mine. Tommy was driving and I was waiting for him...I was in the passenger seat. A woman with beautiful skin came past me...we nodded and smiled. She was just about to close the door when I realized she had a little sticker on her window.
HATE FREE ZONE
So...you know I have to talk to her...my window was half opened and I motioned to her to roll down her window.
In a 10 minute conversation...I, in my heart and soul, believe God placed her there.
I'll tell you why.
She was parked too close to my door for me to get in the car at first. Tom pulled the car out...I got in and he parked the car again. I was a little grumbler...I have been lately. The weather here has been very gloomy...London, Seattle...You know?
I've been feeling very uninspired. I shut the world...and my loved ones off. I withdrew into a dangerous place...ME MYSELF AND I. I was in self pity...I was bitching to my self...degrading my self...all alone. I stayed in bed...and it actually hurt to get up and pee or get a drink.
I had an appointment today...to be a hair model, with my mom too.
We got to talk...I was mono tone...Gloomy, threatening skies.
The sky is crying.
After seeing this sticker...and meeting this lady...my life turned....
No, the sky is not crying, the sky is blue...(somewhere...or it'll be back)
We in 10 minutes, spoke of love, pain, religion, SPIRITUALITY, equality, gratitude...and just about what we are all supposed to be about. Like an open antenna...receiving and giving love...
There are no co incidents...
And, Lady...I'm really bad with names but I never forget a face...
I'm thanking God for you as I write...as I have been since our meeting.
Tommy remarked, "OH, GEEZ...HE'S BAAAAACCCKK~"
Yes, I am...thank God.
People open your hearts.
Believe in Miracles.
Let's work together.
Let's not size each other up.
Let the weary gain strength.
Let us forgive the sins that put the world where it is now.
Lets make everything, together, the way we always wanted it.
The way God wants it.
His demands aren't heavy...
Do the best you can...
Enjoy his gifts...
Love one another...
...and the PROMISE...
No, I will not leave you...
And you will not die...
For you shall have everlasting life...
That is my mission. To grasp at that. I'm a regular guy...I get caught up in crap.
I wasn't expecting it.
God never left me.
In the market parking lot....
Just when I needed it most.
"...there are angels here on earth...and some of them are way up there in heaven...."
...and THANK YOU...MISS...you know who you are...I do too...